You're right. I should... try to give myself a little rest. I don't think I'm really good at being single anymore, but... not yet. Get my mind off of it for a few weeks and try to see if I'm ready.

[She raked her fingers through her hair.] I just feel lost, and I don't want to be alone... and losing her makes me know how alone I felt, is all. I feel a little bad for even thinking of that... but you already know my heart's been wandering lately. It kind of makes it sting more, in a way.