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Eleanor Lamb ([personal profile] notyourutopian) wrote2017-01-25 06:48 pm

IC Contact: Recollé

Eleanor Lamb
Hello you've reached Eleanor Lamb's voicemail. I'd explain what's next but I can't imagine you don't know what to do at the beep.


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true_noir: (Cloak4)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-05-30 08:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Yep, that definitely worked, and she was always the sort to try and sugar coat what was going on in that part of her life. Everything was fine, nothing to see here, only no, no it wasn't. She struggled a bit to reply before managing to speak without crumbling again.]

We... had a bit of a fight after the last time I called, stressed out because of one of these hallucinations. She said we had grown apart, and decided to end things... start a new chapter.
true_noir: (Cloak13)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-01 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
[She sighed, the sound of slumping against something audible before she spoke again.]

We used skype a lot, so we saw each other... but our worlds have been spreading farther the last six months. It's been more and more stressful. I'm sad... It hurts, but I can't be mad at her for making the choice. [She sighed and gripped her forehead.]

And it's just like her to be this ... final about it. I just don't know what to do right now.
true_noir: Aged-Up Commission (Pensive)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-05 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
You're right. I should... try to give myself a little rest. I don't think I'm really good at being single anymore, but... not yet. Get my mind off of it for a few weeks and try to see if I'm ready.

[She raked her fingers through her hair.] I just feel lost, and I don't want to be alone... and losing her makes me know how alone I felt, is all. I feel a little bad for even thinking of that... but you already know my heart's been wandering lately. It kind of makes it sting more, in a way.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-07 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe... three years is a long time to suddenly be outside of one. But... [She sighed and raked her hand through her hair.] This isn't changing today. I'm not going to do something so foolish today.

If I ask someone, I don't want them to feel like it is a rebound. I want... I want to be over this, to accept this first, and to be ok with myself. I need [She shuddered a little.] I need to get to where I feel ok with just being me.

Thank you, Eleanor.
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-06-07 11:06 am (UTC)(link)
I think I'm going to get some rest. I'll give you a call again soon. Hopefully for better reasons, ok? Have a good night, Eleanor.